A couple of weeks ago, I uploaded a blog post all about coming off the pill. Today actually marks three months since I came off the pill. That means that it is time for a catch up. In case you missed my first post, I will give you a little update. I came off the pill in May after being on it for almost 15 years. Cerezette mini pill was given to me as a 13-year-old to try and control my crazy periods. From there, I just never came off it. Over the years, I have thought about it and how it may be affecting me, but because it was my form of contraception, I just stuck with it. Only since the big TikTok movement of people coming off, did I give it a second thought. I came off and here is my update about what has happened…
Brain fog.
Something that I have suffered terribly with for many years now is brain fog. I kind of put this down to my mental health issues, but now I have to wonder if it was the pill. Hormones do so much for you mind and body, they are just not just there for your monthly cycle. I genuinely do think that something in the mini pill that I was taking was making me feel mentally foggy. I have had so much more clarity since stopping and I feel like that has helped to improve my confidence. Which is always a great thing for somebody as nervy as me!
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Energy.
Only a couple of months ago, I woke up and asked my husband if he wakes up in a morning and feels energised. I was at a point where no matter how long I slept, or how well rested I was, I just felt knackered. That made exercise hard to do and I felt disgusting and sluggish. My head was bursting with ideas, but I felt like my body was failing me. By around month 2 after coming off the pill, I felt bloody born again. I was springing out of bed in the morning, and I felt like I could take on the world. This may just be placebo, but honestly, I have felt so energised since coming off.
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My cycle.
The main thing that I was desperate to see a return of was my menstrual cycle. I was nervous because I saw online that it took some people a year to get back on track. However, I had a period just a couple of weeks ago. I am now going to try and monitor them closely, because I am aware of my fertility issues and my cycle was never ‘normal’ before starting on the pill. It was a huge relieve getting that first period though. Even though the period pain was pretty bad the day before, it felt good for my body (I know that probably sounds bizarre!).
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My skin.
One thing that I was really worried about was my skin. As an early teenager, when it was coming up to the ‘time of the month’, I would get horrible spots. Not just spots, but terrible cystic breakouts that were painful. I was worried that the return of my cycle after all of this time would also be the return of troublesome skin. However, I am pleased to report that isn’t the case anymore. It may be something to do with how amazing my skincare routine is at the minute, but my skin is still clear. A massive bonus to me!
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Weightloss.
I know that this is the point that most people will want a update on. Since coming off the pill, the weight has just fallen off me. When I first started taking the pill all of them years ago, I can remember putting on weight. Since then, it really has been a battle to regulate my weight and be happy. It has been constant diet and killing myself with exercise just to ensure that I am not gaining. I never explicitly put that down to the pill alone. Even when I was consuming around 1000 calories a day (I know that is vastly unhealthy), I would gain if I didn’t kill myself running. Since coming off the pill, weight has literally fallen off me. It is just amazing, and I can’t believe I have struggled with this for so long and it seems the cause was the pill.
I hope that you guys enjoyed this post. Honestly, I think that coming off the pill is one of the best things that I have done. I now feel more in tune with my body. My brain fog has more or less completely vanished. Plus, my energy levels are through the roof. It is amazing and I wish that I had done it 5 years sooner. However, you live, and you learn. Please do not think that this post is me preaching to you guys to ditch the contraception. This worked for me, but I know that will not be the case for everybody. To some people, the pill is a live saver and I really do wish that it worked better for me. IF you have done this, I would love to hear your experience. Please leave me a comment and share your thoughts!